page 119 MENTAL or EMOTIONAL INSTABILITY
Among fasting people there are persons who ask me: "Why does so much anger, hatred, irritability etc. manifest itself during fasting?" The fasting person wonders where does this huge flow of negative emotions come from and why. On the other hand, family members agree that it is difficult to bear such a person. That is plausible because a fasting person going through such a process may be unpredictable. For example, he/she can "without any reason" throw a jam jar against a wall, explode with shouting at another person, burst into tears. The mood of this person may change in an instant.
Other fasting persons feel psychical reactions manifesting itself through sadness, resignation, lack of interest in anything. To these people the feeling of "meaninglessness of everything" becomes familiar. On the one hand the person feels like doing nothing, on the other hand the person feels remorse because of his/her laziness, and also sees "the meaninglessness of life." Some of these people say that they have had enough of this life, they see it without purpose and they do not want to live any longer or they prefer not to exist at all.
The described reactions come to pass because the psyche is being cleansed. Fasting cleanses not only the physical body, it does the same to all other human bodies. Therefore also the mind is cleansed, its toxins come to the surface and blockages get released.
By the way, this mind cleansing makes the person to perceive things as they truly are. That's why the person can realize the true sense of life, that is... that it is just a game, that it has no sense unless you create it in your mind. What can feel a person who just discovered the true sense of life?
Another cause of psychical instability may be non-material (also known as astral or mental) parasites attached to the person. Such a parasite is a non-material being who feeds on emotions and thoughts of the person. Most inhabitants of Earth feed such kind of creatures on themselves.
Most often these parasites attach themselves to people full of fear, anger, hatred and other destructive emotions. Such a parasite nourishes itself precisely with this kind of emotions. The more often and the stronger one reacts emotionally, the better the parasites feel and the more parasites this individual can feed. When the person stabilizes him/herself emotionally so that they do not emanate any bad emotions and thoughts, his/her parasites are starving and feeling unwell. Fasting leads to softening of emotional outbursts. The parasite then will push the person to manifest bad emotions, because it is hungry for them. If the fasting person will not give in for a sufficiently long time, the parasites will leave and the person will be cleared. Dry fasting, combined with contemplation of Love and Light, is extraordinarily efficient in this case.
Another reason for different emotional reactions is increased sensitivity to stimuli. The fasting person will gradually cleanse his/her bodies and their senses. When the purity of the physical and non-physical senses increases, the level of stimulus required for perception to happen, decreases. Clearer senses are more sensitive for stimuli and they function in a larger spectrum of perception.
The person may not be prepared for this, so the usual intensity of stimuli may be too strong. Too strong stimuli may irritate the person. For example, what was perceived as conversation of ordinary/normal loudness until now, during fasting may be perceived as clamor or even shouting; this may irritate.
Besides these emotions, the fasting person may experience also the opposite e.g. sudden appearance (i.e. as if without any reason) of happiness, feeling of ease (no-problem-ness) of life, Love emanating from the inside.
During fasting different pleasant and unpleasant emotions, accompanied by certain reactions, may appear. It happens differently with each individual. In every case it is the beneficial cleansing process, so it is one more reason to be happy rather than to be worried.
Some people may exhibit so called paranormal abilities during the fast. In this case the person perceives information from dimensions other than just this material one. If the person is unprepared, he/she may think that something is wrong with their psyche. Depending on his/her behavior, others may consider the person mentally ill, and even use their case to prove "how harmful" fasting is.
Psychiatric hospitals are full of extra sensitive people. Doctors do not understand what is happening to those people and prescribe chemicals reducing activity of the brain (they are mudding it). Additionally, doctors make those persons believe that they re mentally ill (the family joins this hypnosis), creating suggestion which influences these persons so badly. These "ill people" need instructions about the world's dimensions other than this material one, not chemical and mental poisons. Many of these persons are extraordinarily developed individuals, who got lost and now need to learn more in order to understand and use their abilities.
Psychical instability may last for a long time, a few months or even years. Individually selected mental exercises are very useful to make the person to control the mind and senses better.
If during fasting you experience emotions accompanied by reactions, which you want to get rid of, you can practice the contemplation of Light and Love. It is, in fact, the contemplation of passiveness, in which you prepare yourself for feeling and manifesting Light and Love (of which you are the source in your essence). The more you allow Light and Love to manifest itself through your mind and body, the earlier so called negative emotions will stop tormenting you and the sooner immaterial parasites will leave.